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Quaranteenagers From Mars (Pandemic Demos 2020​-​2021)

by Thom Dunn

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Old Atlantic 04:09
CHORUS: Take me to the old Atlantic Where I'll drown with all my friends Let the sea-stank salty waves roll in And wash me home again I don't need a new New England Bury me back where I'm from I'll go roving 'round the world But bring my bones back when I'm done And I'm done Trapped out on the open road Far away from all the cow paths that I've known With 600 miles to go 'Til my toes can touch that frozen seaweed loam That reminds me I can't do this on my own CHORUS Feel our fathers 'neath our feet In the shameful shards of history that stain the street And the dirty water that we bleed To cleanse the sins we cast upon a shining sea 'Til we find a way to finally make it free CHORUS Oh, I know it's home With all its faults we've yet to own Shuck this oyster of a world We've got all the shit we need to make a pearl
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He made shit talk like an art in the parking lot Outside the show, after the opener got off He helped the headline bands load in, then he went to find his friends Somehow we still lost him in the end It was the last thing that you said: “You sing like yourself.” Tried to sneak inside when I was underage Scotty stepped out for a smoke, and gave me away He didn’t know he’d done it, but it was already too late For a decade, he made sure my drinks were paid Scotty’s smile could spark a room just like a song Throw your fist up, grab your friend and sing along Scotty listened closely, even when it got too loud Never let your words get lost out in the crowd But the last time that we talked Scotty left me sort of shocked With the truth that he unlocked: “You sing like yourself” Not like anybody else Take the Orange Rhyming Dictionary back down from the shelf Sing-alongs that keep me strong like you’re right in this room I wish I could’ve been there too To sing along with you Before I heard the news: I’ve been trying to find the line to start this right You were dying just to fill something inside I wish I knew what haunted you On the day you went away Though I guess it wouldn’t matter anyway But the last thing Scotty said That he left inside my head Though I’d trade it all instead “You sing like yourself.”
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I tilled these fields until you washed them all away The gas tank yield won't keep the winter wolves at bay But I thought you'd save yourself For me, and no one else I'm April's Fool I should have known it all along Fool me once, it's such a shame Fool me twice, now I'm to blame I knew you needed someone who could love you But I thought that I could trust you April's Fool Your toxic tears rained down beneath that harvest moon That burned the raptor's blood and left this fertile wound How it rumbled in between Your legs, that great machine I can't fight the fate in your industrial eyes I'm left to starve until the fire finally dies Now it's getting hot in hell But I guess that's just as well I'm April's Fool I should have known it all along Fool me once, it's such a shame Fool me twice, now I'm to blame I knew you needed someone who could love you But I thought that I could trust you April's Fool The water's rising now, the air's too thick to breathe I told myself next year that you'd come back to me But it's time I faced the truth: I did this all to you
4.
Oh, Dolours You were born at the mouth of a war For your nation, your sex, and your soul And you fought them all the way When you were younger You would flirt with the RUCs at the bar Sneaking snitches and guns in your car With a wink and a smile You took arms in the fight With your sister in spite All the scars on your family line The cause only wanted Your body, your blood and your mind Oh, Dolours Oh, Dolours When you flew to the heart of the crown Lady Justice came tumbling down And they found you at Heathrow That Iron Lady Wanted someone to shoulder the blame For playing those Patriot Games On legitimate targets So they fed you to death Locked you up in your head But you still wouldn’t swallow your pride And all that it cost was Your body, your blood, and your mind Oh, Dolours Oh, Dolours Ní saoirse go saoirse na mBan St. Stephen thought you were the one But you were a bomb All the vodka and pills Couldn’t help you to kill All the loneliness left in your eyes By a cause that you’d given Your body, your blood, and your mind Was it worth it Misadventuring down to your grave? Will the children remember your name Or drown it in shame? Oh, Dolours
5.
I’ve got a picture from your birthday Printed out on laserjet On the windowsill, just so I don’t forget Maybe they can use that pixelated watermark To trace it back to me when it all falls apart Without the sirens and the trucks At least I can sleep a little more And hear the nurses long before they reach the door The food all tastes like cardboard, and it always shows up late But I guess I’m lucky I still have my sense of taste CHORUS If you could see my face You’d know the weight of all these doubts If you could see my sleeves You’d know the veins are all worn out So I’m taping this cassette Between the panels and the pain Hoping someday, someone might see me again I used to have a roommate, ‘til they moved six feet away But that’s far enough to quiet their decay I’d give up one good day to see another human smile Instead of eyes that trade me pity for denial CHORUS: It’s been a hundred days since I’ve seen family or friend That’s just not the way I thought this lump would finally end And I know I’m not the only one who’s waiting for a call But there’s only one grim visit in this hall There’s a picture from your birthday printed out on laserjet On the windowsill — it’s all that’s left CHORUS If you could see my face, you’d know the weight of all these doubts If you could see my sleeves you’d know the veins are all worn out So I’m taping this cassette between the panels and the pain Wishing maybe I won’t die before this ends Hoping someday, someone might see me again
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I’ve got a picture from your birthday Printed out on laserjet On the windowsill, just so I don’t forget Maybe they can use that pixelated watermark To trace it back to me when it all falls apart Without the sirens and the trucks At least I can sleep a little more And hear the nurses long before they reach the door The food all tastes like cardboard, and it always shows up late But I guess I’m lucky I still have my sense of taste CHORUS If you could see my face You’d know the weight of all these doubts If you could see my sleeves You’d know the veins are all worn out So I’m taping this cassette Between the panels and the pain Hoping someday, someone might see me again I used to have a roommate, ‘til they moved six feet away But that’s far enough to quiet their decay I’d give up one good day to see another human smile Instead of eyes that trade me pity for denial CHORUS: It’s been a hundred days since I’ve seen family or friend That’s just not the way I thought this lump would finally end And I know I’m not the only one who’s waiting for a call But there’s only one grim visit in this hall There’s a picture from your birthday printed out on laserjet On the windowsill — it’s all that’s left CHORUS If you could see my face, you’d know the weight of all these doubts If you could see my sleeves you’d know the veins are all worn out So I’m taping this cassette between the panels and the pain Wishing maybe I won’t die before this ends Hoping someday, someone might see me again
8.
Wear it on your chest: You were born to be the second best A working class wretch Kid, I can’t make kings from my own flesh The world was burning yesterday But you came into it anyway Joining the chorus of cries for a change But everything breaks and slips away and I can’t always keep you safe Can’t even afford to exist anymore A nation built under their feet Then they poison the air we breathe Blaming the Blacks and the poor and the immigrants But they won’t teach you that in school They just want you to play the rules Until you bleed for a dollar sign Wear it on your chest: You were born to be the second best A working class wretch Kid, I can’t make kings from my own flesh Bosses want to wear you down And the cops’ll push you around But not for your body the way you were born They take it away by hook or crook If they don’t like the way you look, Who you love or the wild ways you work Wear it on your chest You were born to be the second best A working class wretch Kid I can’t make kings from my own flesh But I hope you find hope like a small town kid Who made a life in a Metropolis Wrapped in that blanket just to say That we could save the day If you’re wondering Why I brought you here To a dying world that’s built on hate and fear Guess I wanted one good Thing to leave behind So I hope that you’ll be kind And sing along with these uncertain rhymes Wear it on your chest You were born to be the second best A working class wretch Kid I can’t make kings from my own flesh But I hope you find hope like a small town kid Who made a life in a Metropolis Wrapped in that blanket just to say That we could save the day
9.
Oh, Dolours You were born at the mouth of a war For your nation, your sex, and your soul And you fought them all the way When you were younger You would flirt with the RUCs at the bar Sneaking snitches and guns in your car With a wink and a smile You took arms in the fight With your sister in spite All the scars on your family line The cause only wanted Your body, your blood and your mind Oh, Dolours Oh, Dolours When you flew to the heart of the crown Lady Justice came tumbling down And they found you at Heathrow That Iron Lady Wanted someone to shoulder the blame For playing those Patriot Games On legitimate targets So they fed you to death Locked you up in your head But you still wouldn’t swallow your pride And all that it cost was Your body, your blood, and your mind Oh, Dolours Oh, Dolours Ní saoirse go saoirse na mBan St. Stephen thought you were the one But you were a bomb All the vodka and pills Couldn’t help you to kill All the loneliness left in your eyes By a cause that you’d given Your body, your blood, and your mind Was it worth it Misadventuring down to your grave? Will the children remember your name Or drown it in shame? Oh, Dolours
10.
I’ve got a picture from your birthday Printed out on laserjet On the windowsill, just so I don’t forget Maybe they can use that pixelated watermark To trace it back to me when it all falls apart Without the sirens and the trucks At least I can sleep a little more And hear the nurses long before they reach the door The food all tastes like cardboard, and it always shows up late But I guess I’m lucky I still have my sense of taste CHORUS If you could see my face You’d know the weight of all these doubts If you could see my sleeves You’d know the veins are all worn out So I’m taping this cassette Between the panels and the pain Hoping someday, someone might see me again I used to have a roommate, ‘til they moved six feet away But that’s far enough to quiet their decay I’d give up one good day to see another human smile Instead of eyes that trade me pity for denial CHORUS: It’s been a hundred days since I’ve seen family or friend That’s just not the way I thought this lump would finally end And I know I’m not the only one who’s waiting for a call But there’s only one grim visit in this hall There’s a picture from your birthday printed out on laserjet On the windowsill — it’s all that’s left CHORUS If you could see my face, you’d know the weight of all these doubts If you could see my sleeves you’d know the veins are all worn out So I’m taping this cassette between the panels and the pain Wishing maybe I won’t die before this ends Hoping someday, someone might see me again
11.
Wear it on your chest: You were born to be the second best A working class wretch Kid, I can’t make kings from my own flesh The world was burning yesterday But you came into it anyway Joining the chorus of cries for a change But everything breaks and slips away and I can’t always keep you safe Can’t even afford to exist anymore A nation built under their feet Then they poison the air we breathe Blaming the Blacks and the poor and the immigrants But they won’t teach you that in school They just want you to play the rules Until you bleed for a dollar sign Wear it on your chest: You were born to be the second best A working class wretch Kid, I can’t make kings from my own flesh Bosses want to wear you down And the cops’ll push you around But not for your body the way you were born They take it away by hook or crook If they don’t like the way you look, Who you love or the wild ways you work Wear it on your chest You were born to be the second best A working class wretch Kid I can’t make kings from my own flesh But I hope you find hope like a small town kid Who made a life in a Metropolis Wrapped in that blanket just to say That we could save the day If you’re wondering Why I brought you here To a dying world that’s built on hate and fear Guess I wanted one good Thing to leave behind So I hope that you’ll be kind And sing along with these uncertain rhymes Wear it on your chest You were born to be the second best A working class wretch Kid I can’t make kings from my own flesh But I hope you find hope like a small town kid Who made a life in a Metropolis Wrapped in that blanket just to say That we could save the day
12.
Oh, Dolours You were born at the mouth of a war For your nation, your sex, and your soul And you fought them all the way When you were younger You would flirt with the RUCs at the bar Sneaking snitches and guns in your car With a wink and a smile You took arms in the fight With your sister in spite All the scars on your family line The cause only wanted Your body, your blood and your mind Oh, Dolours Oh, Dolours When you flew to the heart of the crown Lady Justice came tumbling down And they found you at Heathrow That Iron Lady Wanted someone to shoulder the blame For playing those Patriot Games On legitimate targets So they fed you to death Locked you up in your head But you still wouldn’t swallow your pride And all that it cost was Your body, your blood, and your mind Oh, Dolours Oh, Dolours Ní saoirse go saoirse na mBan St. Stephen thought you were the one But you were a bomb All the vodka and pills Couldn’t help you to kill All the loneliness left in your eyes By a cause that you’d given Your body, your blood, and your mind Was it worth it Misadventuring down to your grave? Will the children remember your name Or drown it in shame? Oh, Dolours
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Hey! Thought I heard you say You were talking up Some thing that I just learned about You! Looking like a fool Let me tell you Every thing that I just figured out CHORUS (Whoaaa) ‘Cause I’ve got these opinions (Whoooa) Don’t you know I want to share ‘em with you? (Whooooa) I can’t let this silence go So come on baby and tell me what you wanna know Oh! I’ve been to Tokyo And I read a book on Modern Monetary Theory Why can’t we set the market free It’s the only way to Build a Martian colony CHORUS (Whoaaa) I’ve got all these great ideas (Whoooa) Rattling ‘round up here (Whooooa) Can you hear me when I say I know the way to convey if you’d only stay — Come on, baby, and tell me what you wanna know BRIDGE I heard a thing about the government On a podcast, this is what it meant — Hey where ya goin, baby, we can talk it out Thought you were cool but I’m beginning to have my doubt Why does everybody walk away Before I ever get the chance to say Every way that I could work it out What I learned from the Randian devout I’m being censored every time that I speak If everybody doesn’t listen to me What I’m saying is that actually I’m alone So come on baby, and tell me what you want to know CHORUS (Whoaaa) In this market of ideas (Whoooa) Now there’s no one around to hear (Whooooa) Or believe me when I say I’m okay for today if you listen to me (may) Come on, baby, and tell me what you wanna know
14.
I'm drinking online I'm drinking online Ain't seen my friends In a god damn long time So I'm Drinking online I'm out of my mind Cuz I'm in quarantine The world's gone to shit And I can't deal with it So I'm Drinking online I used to walk to bars in town where I could Hang with my friends Talking trash and catching up and doing nothing Every age and race and way of life, whether He or she or them We'd sidle up and share a pint until we Almost felt human again Let's get fucked up on Zoom Until our lives can resume I won't see you soon 'cause it's all doom and gloom So let's Get fucked up on Zoom What's the point of life if you can't waste it with The ones that you love Talking trash and hanging out and doing nothing Now we’re trapped inside to stay alive and We long for the time When we can sidle up and share a pint until we Almost feel human again This whole world’s on fire And I know I sing to the choir But I’m scared to die here In this great divide, dear That’s why I’m drinking online I'm drinking online I'm drinking online Ain't seen my friends In a god damn long time So I'm Drinking online
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released May 7, 2021

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Thom Dunn Boston, Massachusetts

Thom Dunn is a Boston-based writer, musician, & new media artist. He enjoys Oxford commas, metaphysics, and romantic clichés (especially when they involve whiskey), and he firmly believes that Journey's "Don't Stop Believing" is the single greatest atrocity committed against mankind. He is a graduate of Clarion Writer's Workshop at UCSD & Emerson College. thomdunn.net ... more

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