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5 Years on the B​-​Side

by Thom Dunn

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This looks bad You can blame that on my dear old deadbeat dad But I'm not mad Until the arrow that I've notched becomes my last One more shot to break this carny from his cage Even a low-life like me can break and save the day So I'll stay on target 'cause it's all I know how to do Just as long as I'm next you And I know that this looks bad But the quivering is all I've ever had Like some Nomad Or a Ronin dressed in black to hide the past It never lasts So I'm giving it the only shot I have Draw the bow back; breathe; one moment of control Once it flies, you never know So I'll stay on target 'cause it's all I know how to do Stay on target While I'm fighting my way through Stay on target 'cause it's all I know how to do Just as long as I'm next you Not like this: When the silence sings, my sight's my only bliss But I won't miss Because I'm going out in style with my greatest hits I'm not Giant Man, but I won't give up the fight Until my violet violence takes flight So I'll stay on target 'cause it's all I know how to do Stay on target While I'm fighting my way through Stay on target 'cause it's all I know how to do Just as long as I'm next you
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I take your love for granted You don’t know it, but it’s true I hate to say I can’t repay For all the things you do. I take your love for likely Like it’s a thing that’s always there a faith in me that comes for free ’til I neglect my share I forgot the way you were without me in your way I’m afraid of who I’d be without you in my days I take your love for granted You don’t have to say the same So when you leave I know I’ll be the only one to blame. I take your love for granted I won’t admit it, but it’s true I hear it every day in the way that I say that I love you I forgot the way you were without me in your way I’m afraid of who I’d be without you in my days I take your love for granted You don’t know it, but it’s true I wish I knew a better way to say how I love you
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Whatever you do, just make sure that you don't break a window 'Cause when your outrage smashes the glass, it lets them know how the wind blows Not those black kids who died before the March Or the women and transfolk who want control of their own parts It's the shattered shards of pane they see —that's where the "real problem" starts You can take to the streets just as long as you don't punch a Nazi Exercising rights is like the gays: It's fine as long as no one has to see A way of life that doesn't fit Into the narrow view controlling it But reality's a one-way road that you can't just quit And it won't go away Just 'cause the man upstairs said, "Make America Great" Change won't wait For a convenient space in your Outlook calendar Lives mean more than corporate property Do I have your attention now that I've mentioned violence? Well it's funny how that works, and they should know—they're the ones who came up with it They make a profit while they're promising rights Keep ordering never works when we're fighting to survive Justice only comes when we rage against the dying light Don't get me wrong, I still believe non-violence works But now that the rules of the game have been changed, things are bound to get worse Now that our truths are free of facts How else were the people supposed to react? You can't expect them all to keep the peace when you broke your part of the pact We've heard it say Justice and truth are the American Way Change won't wait For a convenient space in your Outlook calendar Time is right to do what we're gonna do Okay well technically the time that was right is now way overdue But it all has to start with those same self-evident truths
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Is that all you want from me: a lonely lover’s only reason to bleed in late night bites that try to bring me to my knees If you'd slay away the cravings of this dream I'll find a grave and sleep the lifetime in-between CHORUS Why would you think that your love could save me when you know that if it did I would die? But every time I come back to life I see that look in your eye and I fight I cant turn and walk away from all the trials, tribulations, and pain that I’ve reaped for centuries left in your wake You can feed the beast, but it won’t be your prey or a stake you claim until your dying day. CHORUS I won't wake up one day like an angel — free of all that I've done and seen Because our passion is just the fashion of your woe And this heart will never beat before it goes (But I'll still haunt your home) CHORUS Why would you think that your love could save me when you know that if it did I would die? But every time I come back to life I see that glint in your eye And I smile So why do we lie when our love still runs a- round the shadow town of a soul and happiness is only a hole at the end of it all?
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Dan went into Walmart with a gun He wasn't after trouble, wasn't trying to hurt no one But then some kid cut him off in Aisle 4 So Dan, he drew his gun and blew the kid's brains across the floor Grabbed himself a Snickers bar, and he walked right out the door Shayna went to Synagogue that day Said Shalom to Rabbi, she got a siddur to pray She heard somebody Heil'ing down the hall Screaming "Blood and soil" as the bullets hit the wall They blamed it all on mental health that God had missed her call But if violence ain't the answer Then it's the question of our time Is it right to have a right to take a life? Deon left his pistol in the car He didn't have a seatbelt on, but he wasn't going far The cop who pulled him over had a scare When Deon tried to tell him there's a weapon over there They caught it all on camera but the jury didn't care Violence ain't the answer But it's the question of our time Is it right to have a right to take a life? There's nowhere left to go So tell me where to draw the line When the only life that matters here is mine The one thing that we're told (our hearts are cold) From all the blood we've sown Is that it's worth the price of sacrifice Just to say that we can take care of our own Gabby and her girls went out real late She didn't call her man She knew it was something he would hate He hit her twice as soon as she got home Then Gabby saw the gun there on the ground where she was thrown Now she's in a prison cell — alive, but all alone Violence ain't the answer But it's the question of our time Is it right to have a right to take a life? There's nowhere left to go So tell me where to draw the line I guess you can take a life, as long as it's not mine
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When my head won't stop and Thoughts keep coming 'til they suddenly drop Mid-spot Then pick up in another time and place I run around a while and try to see it straight, but My brain burns fast to concentrate I can't wait I'm frustrated, but there's no place to escape Everything, everything is on my mind That's why I'm running and running in it all the time, and why I never learned how to live in one line, and that's why Then I prime the engine just to give it a start Until my thoughts churn forward and drag my heart Now I'm flying too fast, but I ain't crashed so far Kicking this cognition into overdrive with A mania that makes the most of a life It's dangerous, but it's the only way I'm all right At least, most of the time Everything, everything is on my mind That's why I'm running and running in it all the time, and why I never learned how to live in one line, and that's why Everything, everything is on my mind Now I'm running and running in it all the time, and I never learned how to live in one line, and that's why Everything's on my mind When I've wandered way too far for me to find And I've made my way around the synapses inside I don't mind that I get lost half of the time Until you come to me, and then suddenly… Everything, everything is on my mind That's why I'm running and running in it all the time, and why I never learned how to live in one line, and that's why Everything, everything is on my mind Now I'm running and running in it all the time, and I never learned how to live in one line, and that's why Everything, everything is on my mind That's why I'm running and running in it all the time, and why I never learned how to live in one line, and that's why Everything, everything is on my mind Now I'm running and running in it all the time, and I never learned how to live in one line, and that's why

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released April 1, 2018

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Thom Dunn Boston, Massachusetts

Thom Dunn is a Boston-based writer, musician, & new media artist. He enjoys Oxford commas, metaphysics, and romantic clichés (especially when they involve whiskey), and he firmly believes that Journey's "Don't Stop Believing" is the single greatest atrocity committed against mankind. He is a graduate of Clarion Writer's Workshop at UCSD & Emerson College. thomdunn.net ... more

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